My memories keep asking about you all the time.

02 Jul

Each minute of our life is a lesson but most of us fail to read it. I thought I would just add my daily lessons & the lessons that I learned by seeing the people around here. So it may be useful for you and as memories for me.

“The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart ♥♥♥

It was back in 2010, I went to Dindigul, Tamil Nadu to conduct of Personality Development Workshop. I met a beautiful girl in my workshops and i never knew that she will become one of my lifetime memory. Throughout the workshop, she is so calm without uttering a word. After the program, I returned to Hyderabad and then, on a fine day I got a message from her introducing herself. She said, she really loved the workshop , way I looked, my mannerism, way I addressed students and handled the workshop. Slowly our conversations grew and she became my lifetime favourite character. I wouldn’t like to share the complete story, reason I want it to be known to my Heart alone forever. She used to call me Khadakan (means one who wears ear ring).

After many years, recently I got a message from her. She got married and started a new life. I am so happy for her. But somewhere, I know I am not happy to see her in someones life. Even today I admire, like and love her for the person she is and for the care and love she pours on me. She deserves a better life. I truly believe that while the memories and the voice may have disappeared over the years, in those last moments it is as though it all comes back.

As a blogger, many-times I attempted to put into words my thoughts about you, but I failed to do so. Really I don’t know if I can properly describe and convey to you the feelings of my heart? I know in my mind, that my life is enormously better with you in it; that you are good, and true, and honest, and loving and so much fun. Deep in my being and soul there is so much more–a sense, an emotion, a feeling that is beyond description. It is love, truly, but how does one describe that? Perhaps if I were a songwriter, I could put my feelings into music. If I were a painter, I could paint a lovely picture. My only hope is this–that you feel in your heart what I feel in mine–beyond description, beyond words, beyond true comprehension and know that this mutual feeling is a gift given to us to last for our lives and to eternity.

I Might Have Erased Ur Text. But I Will Never
Forget What U Wrote.
I May Never See You Again
I Will Never Forget Ur Picture.
We Might Have Stopped Talking. But I Will Never Forget Ur Voice.
I Will Never Forget Our Bond I Will Never
Forget U.

Whenever you come into my mind, i recall these heart touching lines.

Somewhere in my thoughts there lives a lady
She’s walking back and forth across my mind
Blocking out each chance of me forgetting
Assuring me she’ll be there for sometimeHer golden hair is tied around my memory
The pain she left with me is here to stay
I’m doing all I can to go on living
And yet I die a little more each dayNow that I’m alone with just her memory
I’ve had sometime for counting my mistakes
Loving her stands out among the others
And that was one I really had to makeFunny how some thoughts can be so painful
And how they just refuse to go away
I’m doing all I can to go on living
And yet I die a little more each day She lets me die a little more each day

Some visuals make me think about my own memories and life experiences and I can’t help but wonder if I could only keep one memory, which one would it be? Until then, I choose to relive them often while I still can, continue to make many more, and remember to be thankful and grateful for every single thing my life has blessed me with.

You are defined as my unspoken truth hidden behind my Heart 💖

Please feel free to share your story and any lessons you learned, you experienced, you came across in your life in the comments below. If you enjoyed this, or any other other posts, I’d be honoured  if you’d share it with your family, friends and followers!

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